~-~ Bye Bye land below the wind..

haiz...well i guess its time to leave the motherland to seek more shine and glory..

as they say we need to make our mind see the world and let our eyes be our guides...but for me..im kindda sad to leave sabah lol even do i know il be back in a couple of month but still..il be spending most of my time in semenanjung..

and maybe this feeling of cold feet is caused by my insucurity...which might be caused by me being far far away from my babe`-`...T.T..sob....sob...

never the less~~~!!! this is for my future...and hers =p...well lets just pray it keeps on going till the end..~~~~

anyway more to this im leaving soon...just wanted to say my gudbye and leave my peace with this land i call *cough*home*cough*.....

well as they say...a ve daze...

bon voyage~~~~~=p cya guys in the flip side..

ZZzzz i got Tagged by Leno=.=

Directions: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.At the end, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.Don't forget to leave a comment (''You're tagged!'') and to read your blog.You can't tag the person who tagged you. Since you can't tag me, let me know when you've posted your blog, so I can see your loconess.

I'm going to write this in red note to kill someone later.....
the person who tagged will =.=' lets just say feel nice warm pain...

k then hmm what the hell am i supposed to write...

1. urr..??? my names lawson?

2. I'm well a bit strict on certain aspects

3. I prefer ignoring People when they become a problem to me

4. Partly a slight narcissistic nature within

5. Foremost very insecure for a lot of things i care for..

6. Geez =.= i feel like pulling Leno's ear for tagging me...

7. I enjoy being the leader of the pack..somewhat my proud nature come in role there..

8. For some weird reason i miss school..i mean the nature of school...

9. I like playing MMOrpg's for some weird reason..

10. I enjoy foruming =p...specially making sigs

11. i have a very cruel very honest way of putting things sometimes

12. I dont hate being a christian..but i hate the idea of ppl being divided due to religious bullshit..everyone is human religion is only a way of believing in something....

13. my Goal in life eh..well mines not so complicated..my goal would be to turn out better than my dad fairly simple...being the ppl who came before you..thats the motto i follow =p

14. I am very commited to the things i do and i prefer them being done at the utmost precision AkA IM A PREFECTIONIST

15. I have a very hard foundation in understanding they way people learn something can the way that a certain society behave to the nature they grew up in *Sociology*

16. hehe i kindda enjoyed this...

hmm....well its the new year...seems pretty normal other then the fact that im not going to high school no mores... its kindda a bummer that way, plenty of things to do while in school now its pretty much work and type sh*t..and drive dad around...preks are well getting paid is always good.

but, now its pretty much boring and well nothing fun no more, that feeling you have where you'l be guessing what will happend to me tomorow...cuz, well....my high school seems quiet unpredictable..sometimes it turned out nice, sometimes turns out very bad...but its fun...to know nothing will always be the same each day...

anyway, to me now its pointless to think of things like that...maybe its true about what they say..after high school then the true path to life actually shows it self..well for it is...these past few days a lot things happened to me..and might i saw most of it is great and well im EXTREMELY HAPPY they happened only a few ppl know what i mean...and well something bad must happend rite well yea one,two things happened that i wish didnt...

and i got to see the true faces of some ppl...well you all know wat i mean...only look for someone when you need help rite...i guess thats like human nature is like that ppl will only acknowledge those who stand out and seem COOL* in theres eyes...ppl dont think who does the most in the back alley of their lives..

i guess thats all for now...^^..

all is but the truth sencerely,
Earbiter@lawson ^^

O.o My Christmas eve...

Well...today was a pretty dull day...at start..woke up pretty late around 10.30 AM i supposed then went to the other house did some more decorating....then went back....

pretty much i spent today thinking a lot..and well watching TV and being lazy..the interesting part was going to church which was supposed to start at 7.30 PM but we went early to get a good parking spot*note that the spot was bad...*we got blocked by this ****** Kembara.

So on to the good news I got to See my babe today >.< her =".="" dramas =".="...BUT">.< ROFL....nyway, lets pray i get to meet her again in the near future...*help me pray for that ppl* i miss my babe...

well pretty much thats it nw im here writing about this day...let see if tomorow its more different.

O.o Opening Blog...

Hmm....i don't actually know what i want to talk about at the moment, but seeing that this is the opening for my blog well here goes.

For this one i guess I'll just do a bit of introductions i am me..lawson what more can i say? Some say I'm annoying, Some say I'm a realist, even been called a narcissist or to some JUST PLAIN TOO OLD FOR MY AGE ^^ I find that funny..cuz, well come on no one can be older then their age maybe mature but surely not older =/ i find terms like " too young for His/Her own age" a bit trivial dont you think..

Anyway, today dad went off to hell i dont know where so i was stuck at with mom note that dad = office work, mom = house work....so there i was...at the other house anyway did i mention that i had 2 houses well we shall talk about that maybe at a later period of time, cuz COME ON its 11 : 54 PM...so i need my shut Eye to think properly.. well back to the main story i was there in the house alone..mom went off somewhere to buy breakfest i suppose..and me there laying down on the couch *note dads crazy idea of buying a RM8k priced piece of leather upholstered item of furniture for the comfortable seating of more than one person, which he alone wants to enjoy for himself justifying by saying "I'm growing old i need to enjoy myself as much as i can before i die" =.=... well back to the story i was there laying down...wasting my time infort of the TV set...watching "the money pit" then after that i had a few drive back and forth 2 houses bring 1 thing there and taking something from the other one...too bad the internets not up yet at the other house would be easier to blog there...well pretty much thats my day today pretty boring don't you think...

please note that its >.<" a bit messed up at the moment sinced i have to many things to tell lol...so maybe tomorow then the stories will start to pour in this Sad excuse for a blog of mine...well more to come soon then...